How can I not love you

I found this song on the internet "How Can I Not". It really touch me. Enjoy!



This is a song about God's dilemma.
He is like a parent watching his child do everything in his/her power to rebel against him. But despite the anger and wrath, he just sighs and smiles saying, "How can I not love you."


When you were a child I loved you
When you were a child I called you my son
But the more I called you
The further you went from me

It was I who taught you
Taught you to walk your first steps
It was I who taught you
Holding you by your hand
It was I who healed you
Healed all of your bruises wounds and pain

How can I give you up
How can I hand you over
How can I treat you like
Treat you like a sinner
How can I look at you
When you turn against me
Compassion is stirring
My love overflowing for you

How can I not love you

I saw you walking
In the desert land
Got me thinking
Got me wondering　　　　
Will he be okay
So I cared for you I led you
But you forgot me
You forgot me

When will you understand
When will you see that I am
waiting right here for you
Come back again
When will you see that I am
Ready to forgive you
and to care for you
and love you once again

BRAVO!!!

Love this performance, bravo! Beautiful cello playing at the beginning too.

PAY CUT!!!

It was a normal Friday, everyone were joking around and taking it easy at work until our boss asked Stanley (my colleague) to his office. Ten minutes later, Stanley came out, packed up and left. Then, we were told to have a 'mandatory staff meeting' in 5 minutes. What the heck is a mandatory staff meeting anyways, does that mean all the other staff meetings we had before were voluntarily? what a stupid term. Anyways, we knew it is not going to be pretty, and we were right about that. 'Hi everyone, due to the delay of some major contract...bla...bla...bla, everyone is subject to a 20% pay cut for the next three months. Oh and we cannot guarantee anything afterward...' Ouch! I wasn't quit expecting that. Everyone went dead silent, and I could tell everyone were thinking 'damn! what a bummer! now I have to update my resume again.' Well...I was planning to update mine after I come back from HK, but I guess that give me just enough incentive to start sooner now. The only good part about all that? We get to 'work from home' every Friday for the next 3 months. Well...that should help, at least I don't need to use my personal time off for job interview now.

Lazy me

It has been awhile since my last post. It's not that because I was too busy or that I had nothing to write about. I was just too lazy. Laziness could be a scary thing. And like everything else, once it become a habit, it's hard to change. Looking back the past few months of my life, it seems like I stop growing or something. Time pass faster when you are living aimlessly. I really think it's time for me to change that bad habit before it's too late. How? to be candid, I have no clue. I am thinking maybe to start with spending a few days a week to polish my poor English; or maybe to learn something new in my field that I don't already know; or be more practical, like finding a new job. um...sounds like a lot of work, guess I better get my lazy ass moving now.

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