TotAlLy RAmDoM

I was delighted to see her again. Nothing much has changed; the two of us still go out like we used to, share our food like we used to, tease each other like we used to, and care for each other like we used to. The only different is we are now...friends. This past two weeks had really brought back a lot of good memories. And I will continue treasuring those memories, but life goes on...

It's hard to believe it is already mid February. Looking back over the past month and a half, frankly, I haven't done much. LAZY ME!!! Sometimes I think, is life too easy too comfortable for me? it seems to me I lack the fire a 30 years old man should have, you know like in terms of career, knowledge, or just getting better in general. I mean I definitely want to, but I lack that motivation. Sometimes I think, will it be better for me if I just move out like my brother did? Maybe then I will learn that life is much more difficult than it seems, and maybe then I will have the motivation, the fire to get better. I've always looked at myself as a pretty competitive person. I know I will fight and go a long distance for something I really want. I just need that motivation...

Speaking of distance; Just 10 more days! hundreds of miles and it all come to this. The Pasadena marathon. I am proud of myself for the commitment I've made so far. Man I've really ran A LOT in the past 6 months, hours and hours of running, whether it was on a steaming 104F afternoon, on a freezing 32F morning, on rainy days, whilst I was on my vacation in Hong Kong, around the 西湖 in Hangzhou (where I almost got lost), or on the treadmills during those business trips... It was really a heck of a journey for me. And I sure hope it will pay off big time next week...

Lastly, a song I really like and was listening to it the whole time I was writing this totally random and pointless post; so enjoy...

孫燕姿--相信

突然覺得 我只是一個人 有點孤單 淺淺的憂鬱
我不知道明天 會不會 很美麗
雖然今天天很藍 而雲很白 風很涼

今天日記空白 沒有關係 不必每件事情 都在意
不想工作 不想困擾自己 不必刻意想你
該是我的總會來 就算挑戰 我不走開

一點點你的微笑 已經讓我覺得溫暖
我還不懂堅持 正好讓我學會去愛
我曾經看見困難 變得膽小不夠勇敢
但還是要相信 相信感覺 相信簡單

有一天 等我懂得現實 也許更灰心
至少現在讓我去相信

一點點你的微笑 已經讓我覺得溫暖
我還不懂堅持 正好讓我學會去愛
我曾經看見困難 變得膽小不夠勇敢
但還是要相信 相信感覺 相信簡單
但還是要相信 相信感覺 相信簡單